Chapter 10

Fawaz came so close to me, he was literally in my face!
Jazi: "Na3am?" I replied trying to be brave.
Fawaz: "Jazi, I swear to god, if I catch you watching that show, you have no one to blame but yourself." He said through clenched teeth.
Jazi: "Enshallah."
Fawaz: "So when will we have our first child?" He asked.
Oh I forgot to mention, I'm pregnant, this is my fourth month now and everything is going great il7amdilla!
Jazi: "Long way to go, It's only been four months!"
Fawaz: "I can't wait! I hope it goes by easily."
Jazi: "Enshallah."
Fawaz leaned over to kiss me. Our lips were inches apart.
"Jazi! Fawaz! The movie started!" Screamed Jassim from downstairs. Why? He just had to ruin the moment didn't he?
Fawaz: "Jazi let's go downstairs." He said while backing away, completely forgetting about the almost kiss.
Jazi: "Okay."
Fawaz went downstairs and I headed to the bathroom. I stared at my reflection in the mirror, I looked scary. I looked so ugly. I started washing my face hoping for it to look cleaner and better. Fawaz doesn't need a girl like me. I'm not that pretty. I'm not that beautiful. He didn't let me continue my studies and actually have a chance of getting a job. He made me hate myself. He deserves a girl who's beautiful, smart, has a job, a girl that can stand in his way. A girl who can stand for herself, a girl who's not insecure. A girl who can actually care for her husband. I do care for him though. I went downstairs and I saw him watching television with Jassim and Sarah. I felt a bit hungry so I went to the kitchen to make myself a sandwich. I then saw Fawaz coming to the kitchen.
Fawaz: "Why are you taking so long?"
Jazi: "Nothing I'm just making a sandwich since I'm hungry because I didn't eat dinner." I emphasised on the 'hungry' part since its his fault I didn't eat.
Fawaz: "How funny."
Jazi: "Haha.." I fake laughed.
I was just cutting up my sandwich when I felt a hand on my waist. Aaahh I love this feeling when Fawaz hugs me! Fawaz kissed my right cheek, he's so cute!
Fawaz: "Your beautiful mashallah." He said while kissing my left cheek. I turned red.
Jazi: "Thank you." I said shyly.
Fawaz: "Haha, your blushing." He teased.
Jazi: "Yes, please stop I'm shy." I didnt actually want him to stop though.
Fawaz: "I love you." I love it when he randomly says that!
Jazi: "I love you more."
He kissed my forehead. I love it when he kisses my forehead.
Jazi: "Do we go up? Or do you want to watch the movie?"
Fawaz: "I don't watch to watch it, do you?"
Jazi: "No."
Fawaz: "Okay let's go upstairs then."
Jazi: "Okay!"
I think that was one of my favourite moments with Fawaz.